You know you love me ♥

1. What is your current ringtone?
Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3...yeah it's really old I need a new one lol
 
2. What is your current wallpaper?
a picture of me and my 2 BFFs on new years
 
3. Do you own a picture phone?
duhhh
 
4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
this picture of this thing on facebook that said "F-" i thought it was funny...
 
5. Go to your text message inbox and type what it says.
I'm so tired i'm not sure what's going on

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
a lot and i'm too lazy to count them.

7. Go to your last missed call, who was it?
my mom.
 
9. What service do you have?
Verizon
 
10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
three
 
11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?
my friend ellen
 
12. Do you have a voicemail?
yeah...
 
13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have:
4
 
14. Who do you call the most?
not one specific person i call a variety of people but if i had to pick it would be my sister
 
15. How many text messages do you get a month?
like a thousand or so i don't really know

16. Can you send pictures?
yeah
 
17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?
1903
 
18. Go to your sent texts, what does the 8th one say?
HAHAHA you love it
 
19. What about the 15th?
hahahahahahahahahahaha i only got the ipod message and i was like wtf.
 
20. Who's the last person that you called?
my sis

22. Last person that texted you?
this sydney chick
 
23. Last person you added to your address?
this sydney chick

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
like unlimited i think

I confess that in 2009 I...
(x) almost/was in a relationship
() stayed single for the whole year
() made out in/on a car
() kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
() kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
() broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
() went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
() gotten pregnant
() had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
() lost faith in love
() kissed under a mistletoe
(x) missed someone a lot

SCHOOL
(x) took an honors/advanced class
() broke the dress code
() sent to the principles office for misbehavior
() got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
() failed a class
(x) skipped school
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
(x) fell in love with a teacher
() intentionally tripped someone at school
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
 
OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) went to a sleepover
() went camping
() threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
() visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) lol-ed, lmao-ed, rotfl-ed, etc when you really werent
(x) celebrated the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost someone important to you
 
In 2009 I...
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
() kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
() met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
() left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
() lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) Cried over the silliest thing
() was never home on weekends
() got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you but got them back
() had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
(x) had a fist fight
() went to the beach with your best friend
() saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
() liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people
() stayed on the phone all night with best friends looking for shooting stars
() danced your heart out in the dark
(x) had amazing dreams
() sorta wished that this amazing year wouldnt end
(x) ........but preeettyyy darn excited for whats to come in 2010.
 

do this and post it as a comment.
<3
p.s. 2010 has been the best year of my life so far.

BLOG TIME once again.
Alright, I don't remember where I left off, but yeah...I've come a long way since my last blog thingy.
Alllright so I thought about him during Christmas. All I wanted to do was talk to him or see him or text him or SOMETHING.
So a couple nights ago I couldn't sleep. So I decided to get on facebook. I didn't think anyone would be online at 2 am. I was just thinking "if he's online, I'll message him." I hit the chat button, and he was online! But of course I was too nervous to message him, so I just went on iTunes and listened to music while I played solitaire. Then I heard the little alert sound and I thought "no...he didn't message me. no way." So I clicked on my facebook tab...and it said "new message from austin!" I clicked on the message and he said "hey I can't sleep either...whats up?"
So to make a long story short, we messaged each other until 4 in the morning.
Then the other day he texted my sister and told her to tell me that I was invited to his new year's party!!
I don't know if I'm going...like I really want to but all the people he invited are seniors and I'm just some random sophomore. But at the same time I want to go SO badly...like what if he kisses me at midnight?? I wouldn't want to miss that! What if we get even further than that...?
Ughhhhhh whatever I don't even think he likes me...why would he?? I'm not half as pretty as most of the girls he could be dating. Maybe this is a joke to him. Maybe he doesn't feel the same way I do.
God I'm just so confused. I want him so bad :(
Anybody have any advice for me??
<3
Type "austin" if you read this whole damn thing.